i had a good cry and felt better.
i also drove out to the island today to sneak my mother's birthday present into her house, along with some pretty flowers, had a lunch of mussels with my man and a nice drive. mom was crazy surprised about her present being there when she got home, and sounded honestly pleased when i talked to her tonight.
that also made me feel good. i'm going to go knit and watch the history channel with D now, and eat some goldfish crackers. okay!