Monday, May 26, 2014
buy beer. there is something so satisfying about walking around town! we had a really nice time. i've been looking forward to summer all spring, but this really made it feel like it was just around the corner.
round robin quilt with the ladies at work. the short explanation of a round robin is this; you make a center square, and then pass it on to the next quilter. they adds a border, and then passes it on. more borders are added, until at the end, everyone has made part of every quilt. this is my center square! not too wonky or weird, but definitely colorful. i didn't put any restrictions or guidelines on my sheet. i said i like color and shapes, and if nothing matches, i'll still be super stoked. that food truck fabric i used as the middle just kills me. i want to make a billion things out of it!
Wednesday, May 07, 2014
the best thing about this hairstyle is that while it keeps my hair up and out of the way, it doesn't tire my scalp out. you know how if you wear a ponytail all day, or a bun, by the end of the day your head is like, "shit man, take this thing DOWN?" for whatever reason, these braids don't do that. i love that. i love it so much. i've been doing my hair like this a lot lately, and i don't see it slowing down any time soon. for one thing: summer is coming and when it's hot, i hate my hair. for another thing, i'm definitely going through a i-want-to-cut-it-all-off phase. up and out of the way is just what the hair doctor ordered.
Friday, May 02, 2014
i keep saying "they" because i'm not so sure about joining. on one hand, yay, quilters! on the other hand, some of them are kind of uptight. i really like my weirdo quilts. i like to work without a pattern. i like modern quilts, and improvising as i go. i like to buy fabric with no idea of what it will or won't become. a few of the ladies take very expensive classes and only make quilts with fabrics from the same line and designer, and are very serious about the art and technique of it. i think all creative people face this; you have painters who prefer realism, and painters who prefer abstract forms and color.
one of the ladies has a physical reaction to my work. a "back up in my chair" reaction. she spends all of her time looking at my stuff and saying, "no, no, no, i couldn't do this." which is fine, i get it. abstract isn't her thing, heirlooms are. at the same time, i like suggesting she try to loosen up. she might like it. the same way i might like doing something more traditional. right now i'm just really into color and weirdness, but that doesn't mean that i think the work she does is any lesser than my own. traditional designs are gorgeous, and her quilts are really very beautiful.
there's a snobbery in quilting, though, that i can't get into. it's so hard for me to want to be a part of this thing and wanting to roll my eyes when someone goes on and on about juried shows. i know that as women our art is often considered "craft," and that things that are useful are often relegated to less than art status. pottery made by men for no reason is art, a lovely water jug made by a woman who uses it daily is craft, for example. what i want is for the quilts i create to be BOTH. useful and beautiful and art. abstract and homey and make-do. i want it all. i don't want to have to fight to be considered art, and i don't want to argue about why craft is important. at the same time, i'm probably not carrying as many years of discrimination and disregard as this lady in my group. her work is considered frivolous and in the way, her partner rolls his eyes at the time and expense it costs her. i have a family and partner who think what i do is amazing. who are supportive and open to new ideas. i don't have to justify the fabric i buy or the room i use or the time i spend doing what i refer to as "work." i don't have to carve out time for it, i expect it and am given it. it helps that my kids are older and my husband is a hippie. i know not everyone is as lucky. i also think that as women, we internalize what society tells us. that our desires are too much, that our crafts are too distracting from our work, that the way we express our artistic selves is just a hobby. there isn't a lot of value given to women having alone time, to just create without purpose. to play. to explore and make and try new things.
to which i say, as my mother said before me, fuck that noise. let's make quilts and afghans and paintings and design bathrooms that feel like underwater grottoes and gardens that are home for fairies and gnomes. let's not feel bad about taking time to do what we want. let's be kind to ourselves. let's support other women and not make everything into a goddamn competition. life is short. make good stuff.