tonight was the pre-race dinner for team in training runners/walkers. a lot of the people there were very PUMPED and talking a lot about their times and stuff. honestly, i am one of those people who just hopes i can finish without getting sick or embarrassing myself. i thought all the talk of pre-race jitters was ridiculous.
now of course, i should be sleeping, but am awake and a little nervous. my fanny pack is all ready to go, my clothes are laid out, my taxi cab reservation has been made, and i know in my head i'm as ready as i'm going to get, but my brain wants to stay up and fret. i took a few benadryls because the dogs here do make me itch a touch, but mostly to get me to sleep sooner. i'm a dork!
the other weird thing about this is that today i already started thinking about doing this half-marathon next year. what's become of me?