i keep waking up before my alarm goes off, which is kind of scary. does this mean even more adulthood is around the corner? am i "growing up" yet again? i think it's just that we're entering that beautiful, short lived season here in the northwest where it's not pitch black early in the morning. whew. i'm glad it's not more responsibility calling, because i think i have enough, thank you.
i broke down the other day and bought the girlchild a pay-as-you-go cell phone. i don't want her to be old enough to have one, but when i was her age i just had to keep a quarter on me so i could call home if i needed a ride. it's impossible to find payphones now! i also don't want to admit it, but her "all my friend's have one" argument was fairly valid. she borrows their phones when she needs to make a call now, but i realized that could be tricky if she were calling, say, because she was having a miserable time and wanted to get out of it. that's really why i bought her the phone. i remember being that age, and having some friends who were a bit more adventurous, or older, or who just made different choices than i did and having moments when what i really wanted was for my mom to come and get me. that part of early teenhood is a weird place to navigate; on one hand you want to be independent and do your own thing, on the other, freddy krueger still freaks you out and OMG no one told me they would be showing this movie at the sleepover! i figure if we have the one cell phone (another super basic pay-as-you-go), and she had one then if things got shady she could just send us a quick message and we can come and get her. it's her own, personal, opt-out button. i told her as much. not that she cared, she was just thrilled i got her the unlimited texting.