I AM GETTING MARRIED LATER TODAY.
i am exhausted, excited, kind of grubby and will likely lie in bed tossing for a bit before finally conking out. i hurt my back, started my period, and also figured out an awesome way to curl my hair. i was both astonished by the kindness of my people and annoyed with them at different times of the day. i can see now why people throw weddings: you cram a lot of problem solving, interpersonal relationship stuff, stress and emotions all in a short period of time and it's like a crash course in "are you ready to spend forever with this person?" it's awesome and overwhelming and has made me weepy more times than i care to admit. i'm thrilled to finally be here, at the day all this work was for, and kind of sad that soon it will be over.
in the end, i get to go home with the man i love, and so no matter what happens later today, it will be worth it. schmoop.