Monday, April 10, 2006

shortly

hi! i'm only home for three more minutes, i came by to pick up my knitting, because i'd forgotten it and tonight i actually get out of work in time to go to my little knitting group. but! i wanted to stop in and say, today has been fucking awful. miserable! dreadful! full of small, petty, miserable people who have taken to yelling at me. it happens that way with everyone of course; once you get one mad customer, the rest line up and wait for you because you're already used to it. M said i was getting snippy and i protested, saying i was just sort of frustrated and he knows i love him, but then i realized i probably was being snippy because that's how i act when i'm frustrated. knot up my brow, purse my lips, and say everything in that steely "it's time i ripped your head off" sort of way. i don't want to be that girl, and i'm not really, but today has been a trial. i feel better having just said that out loud, though. and no matter what happens, i was getting paid while getting yelled at so they can all just shove it.

whew. that was a mouthful. i'm back to work now, see you later tonight when i'll say something nice for a change.

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